I'm a living paradox,
A creature of light
That finds solace in the dark.
I wander through Hell
In search of my Heaven.
I talk of redemption to fiends
And spit in the faces of the angels.
I mourn my fading radiance,
Yet I choose to infuse myself with darkness.
I seek life in death
And I find hope in despair.
I will enlighten the world with my passions.
I will illuminate minds with my shadows.
I see you hurting my muse,
And my wounds are opened again.
This blood is the price I willingly pay,
The price I pay for loving you.
Your angel is still here with you,
As you feel yourself fall once again.
If you die for these infidelities,
Then he will fall and die by your side.
You tell me your muse is gone,
And with that fire, you die yourself.
All hope isn't gone though mistress,
For like the phoenix we may rise once more.
I grasp for your hand with as we lie,
Dying here together. You aren't alone.
I pray for the sun to rise once more,
As your lullaby plays through my head.
"Some things die so hard.
Some things never chan
You are the enemy no one sees.
The one we speak of that no one else can truly know.
The chaos of our mind gave you form,
And the darkness of our soul breathed into you life.
You are a clever assassin and a sly manipulator.
Your weapon is the poisoned dagger of doubt.
We will not deny you though, you make us stronger.
Come Shadow, let us begin the waltz of life.
Wipe that grin off your face you smiling fool.
You are the one that they all see, you're making us look bad.
You are the bastard offspring of a frightened mind,
Created to protect the person inside from the world.
You are the empty side-kick. You know this right?
A joke,
sorry i've been so unactive lately. i actually took a long break from the computer... da included to sort out some issues.
1: i have been sexually abused. someone took away my virginity after getting me drunk. yay.
2: my eating disorder has been brought to light and i've been forced to give it up.
i'm sorry i cant see your deviations, but i have over 400 waiting for me. and i lack the motivation to look at them all.
love you guys.
my da has been acting up lately... so everyone please forgive me for not leaving comments on your new deviations. i'll get around to it once my computer gets its ass back into shape.
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Your work is good. I especially like the extreme close-ups you do. The framing on your full body shots is another of your strong point. Loved the framing in "The Birdman" and your "Contemplation" series.